I live in what people call part of the Bible belt. So in my area of the Panhandle in Florida, there is a small church around every corner. When I first understood that there is a creator in heaven who stitched together every part of my being, I ran to the nearest Church from my home that I felt believed in the same theology that I was learning to understand. That church happened to be a Baptist church in northwest Florida. I'll leave this church unnamed for now as I do not want to cause anymore unwanted or unnecessary drama for the church and myself.

In the beginning, everything was great I accepted Christ and proclaimed my faith in him. Started going to weekly Breaking Chains classes for addiction recovery with likeminded individuals who are also learning to walk towards Christ. I didn't attend Church every Sunday morning but with work hours permitting I wanted to take my family to grow in Christ with them. Mind you, I had also become pretty familiar in occult symbolism and mythology and what some would call esoteric knowledge.

" ⁶ my people are destroyed from lack of knowledge. Because you have rejected knowledge, I also reject you as my priests; because you have ignored the law of your God, I also will ignore your children. - _{Hosea 4:6 -}

I grew up in this world like most of you, ignorant to the blatant evil esoteric symbolism that was behind every checkerboard floor, every news article that had 33 people injured, every television show that depicted the collapse of the Twin Towers on 9/11 before it ever even happened. Blind to the musicians who are all flashing the one eye, every politician who purposely takes photos with their hands in a pyramid shape, every weird handshake that I couldn't quite comprehend why they were shaking my hand differently and weirdly compared to other people. Ignorantly following the evil path laid before me by the devil himself.

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I Once Was Blind

Learning the symbolism really showed me how widespread occult esoteric knowledge is in every facet of our reality. In television, music, movies, sports, architecture, and more. Now, every time I see the symbolism I can't help but notice it, and when I notice it, it completely turns me off to whatever it is. Honestly, it would probably be better if I continued to never know and understand any of it. But it is too late for that now. And we cannot rewind time, as much as those in power wish they could, and think they can.

I believe this could be why the saying "Ignorance is bill" was coined in the first place. Because this ancient esoteric mystery school stuff has been embedded in everything under the sun since the beginning of time. I just happened to live ignorant to all of it for the entire 40 years of my life, as many of you probably have too. Do you see it? Does it kind of disgust you how embedded it is into nearly every aspect of our lives?

It bothers me for sure, more than I would ever like to admit.

" ⁸ the Lord gives sight to the blind, the Lord lifts up whose who are bowed down, the Lord loves the righteous. - _{Psalms 146:8 -}

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Now I Can See

It can't be turned off. Every time I notice it and I can now actually understand it when I see it blatantly in front of me. It makes me sick to my stomach to know the kind of world I have brought children into, and having to teach them that nearly everything they see is somehow connected to and rooted in esoteric occult symbolism. It is a feeling of disconnection with reality. "Lost in space"

But the good thing is that with this knowledge I can better discern the more glorifying to Christ action to take when presented with questionable things. But sometimes I still continue to get it wrong, I mean, I am a sinner none the less. Just as everyone in this fallen world also is.

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The Heliocentric Lie in the Church

Now, I am no genius, but I would like to believe that a pastor worth his salt would understand the works of the devil and be able to discern them and to teach the flock to be able to see these things so they can better discern them to. However sadly, that is not the case in nearly every church in this country. Observing such holiday practices as Easter (Ishtar) and Christmas (Saturnalia) and have tried to blend teachings of Christ in with these things. The Bible clearly states that the Lord gave them over to derision. Worshipping the starry hosts and false gods that cannot speak or save, praying to Mary instead of our redeemer, or calling a priest father in which we are told we should not.

" ⁴² But God turned away from them and gave them over to the worship of the sun, moon and stars. This agrees with what is written in the book of the prophets: "Did you bring me sacrifices and offerings forty years in the wilderness, people of Israel?". - _{Acts 7:42 -}

But the big one for me is the Heliocentric lie that is taught in schools, claiming that we are on a globe (a spinning "baal") rotating and flying through space with numbers consistent to that of 666. A television production moon flight from our dearly beloved NASA scientists. None of it adds up, and why does nobody talk about it? These things are clearly being worshipped still in these days, and yet silence about it.

I was starving for answers and had so many questions. New in my faith, I didn't realize yet that the Bible had all of the answers I was seeking. I needed to learn more and wanted to know why. I started to bring it up and no one would really take me seriously. But brushing me off was not the answer I was looking for, and still not the one that I would even accept. I kept pestering and asking, and eventually it upset my pastor and he grabbed me by the elbow tightened his grip a little and told me to shut up.

I was utterly stunned.